Dear Lord, i need a change of heart and mind. I need your help to find the willingness to go on with this program of recovery. The willingness to phone more guys then the few i call every morning. Not ones i think i can help, but the ones who can help me, everyone, new […]

I’m trying to get into the habit of self appraisal. Working the steps in everything and practicing inventorying my actions and feelings as they come up. When ever i’m feeling an emotion, especially negative ones, i need to do a spot check and surrender. Morning is when i usually do my writing but sometimes closer […]

I’m James P. and I am a sexoholic. Today anbd everyday I am powerless over lust. Today I ask my higher power to take this away my lust thought way from me,

I’ve made a list of now and from previous inventories. It will never be finished but …. I’m asking the God of my understanding to help me to forgive everyone and thing, including me. Looking at the list, the common thread through the most of it was, i just walked away and never looked back. […]

The other night i had a great chat with my sponsor about some things i’ve learned. By sharing All my stuff, holding back nothing, I am secret free. Now i can get on with the business of learning how to live defect free as a kind, loving human being. This program of recovery teaches me […]