Missing A Meeting

Good Afternoon my name is James P. and I am a recovering sexaholic. Last nights meeting Dec 15, 2020 the Millvale group meeting was a good meeting. it was the decision reminded me that I too take people for granted like my partner. And after the meeting I told her that. I also told her that I would do more around the house. I have been doing less and less and recognized that from the discussion of the meeting.

We can forget so easily and start swaying back into that stinkin thinkin. Lately I have been catching myself glancing more at people or worrying what people are thinking about me. When I do this I think back to what my sponsor told me once, more then once actually. “What people think of me is none of my business”. And it is not, when I work my program and go to meetings, I am wearing my garden gloves and the reading for Dec 15, 2020 suggested. These are my tools and I live my life every day.

This morning in my check-in with one of my sponsees,   he said to me when we miss a meeting we miss a discussion. I thought of it as when we miss a meeting we do not gain another tool in our tool box. The more tools we have the more tools we have to go into our daily routine.

Another thing that I have noticed is that I have been not going to my higher power as often as I should. I do notice when I ask my higher power to take things from me it clears my mind, and this is something I am going to practice more, because I know my higher power wants me to trust him.

So I will end that by saying I wish you another 24!

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Updated: December 16, 2020 — 1:23 pm