Hi, my name is Jack and i’m a sexaholic. I’ve found that when i turn my will and life over to the care of God as i understand him, i’m more considerate and conscientious. Taking the actions of love to better my relations with family, friends and other people i come in contact with, store clerks, gas station attendants etc.
I’d really like to have a sponsor to work with again. Recovery stuff that comes up from time to time. Run my steps and traditions buy him and get some feed back
My sponsor had a relapse and asked me to find another so he could concentrate on his own recovery. I didn’t want to – he didn’t loose all his knowledge, understanding and compassion. I said yes, and now i feel adrift. I know i’m not, my Higher Power never leaves alone but the intimate human contact, i miss. And i know i need a sponsor to work this program of recovery better. I keep thinking who i would like to work with and now i realize that’s really not my decision. Since I’ve given up the care of me, that stuff is none of my business. My business is to get closer to get closer to the God of my Understanding. Pray, Meditate, Read, Write ,Call, Every Day and Do the Next Right Thing
I’ve found that everything else will look after itself in God’s own time. I’ll still have to do some foot work, steps and traditions, and that’s OK.
Thank You Lord for the understanding and love, Yours always, Jack T.
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