im still on the road today. back tomorrow. as I mentioned yesterday, staying in a hotel can be a trigger so I am surrendering this day to my HP and this group. I know I don’t need to A/O. I don’t need lust to entertain me this day. I don’t need to fantasize. none of these defects do I need today to survive. but sadly I will but these things to the test if I don’t keep my HP with me. from my past actions when I gave in I could reflect back and see that at the moment I was not surrendering it to my HP. I did not “PUSH” (pray till something happens). today thou I will do that.
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