hi folks,
i’m in BC today which means hotels which in times past have been a huge trigger. I could spend a lot of time cruising the internet and A/O. Not so today though. since I installed a program on my computer I can’t access porn of any kind. not even the more subtle things. however that’s only a bandage. I could just as easily go into my fantasy world and use that as my lust avenue. but I choose not to because I now value sobriety and recovery as much more important. I like the feeling at the end of the day knowing it was a good day.
that’s all fine but if I don’t continue to work this spiritual program then i’m headed for trouble. lust is a subtle foe and if I start to wander then it will find a way to creep back in. I need to recognize I will never be free of this addiction but I can choose to work my spiritual program and by doing so I can stay sober.
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